A Smile is something I can give to you...

When I am going through my tests on earth,
I do not seem to be caring about you.
I talk to you immediately after my test is done,
For, it was you who occupied my thoughts while at the test.

You made me realize the importance of respecting,
Respecting differences, respecting the para-'normal',
respecting myself, for, I would not have been happier
Had you not come into my life and talked to me.

You talked to me, you shared your life with me,
I talked to you, I got attached emotionally too.
For the first time, I felt as if someone missed me.
I still miss you. I have always been this way.

I do not fit into the social 'norms',
I do not fit into your friend circle,
I feel left out from so many different angles,
But I have gotten used to it.

I can be that ideal person you want,
But I won't be myself if I am that,
I am very hopeful that by being myself,
I will grow up to become better. Just better. That's all.

When you grow up too, you earn, you socialize,
You move away from me, you are less connected to me,
But this is the way things have always been, at the end of the day,
A Smile and that assurance of tolerance and love,
Is something I can give to you. Because, I love you.